Thegentlemencame;andshethoughthelookedasifhewouldhaveansweredherhopes;but,alas!theladieshadcrowdedroundthetable,whereMissBenwasmakingtea,andElizabethpouringoutthecoffee,insocloseaconfederacythattherertoherthanever,andsaid,inawh;doe,hadscarcelypatienceenoughtohelpanybodytocoffee;andthenwasenragedagainstherselfforbeingsosilly!
“Amanwhohasoncebeenrefused!HowcouldIeverbefoolishenoughtoexpectarenewalofhislove?Isthereoneamongthesex,whowouldnotprotestagainstsuchaweaknessasasecondproposaltothesamewoman?Thereisnoindignitysoabhorrenttotheirfeelings!”
Shewasalittlerevived,however,byhisbringingbackhiscoffeecuphimself;andsheseizedtheopportunityofsaying:
“IsyoursisteratPemberleystill?”
“Yes,shewillremaintheretillChristmas.”
h,thesethreeweeks.”
Shecouldthinkofnothingmoretosay;but;and,atlast,ontheyounglady'swhisperingtoElizabethagain,hewalkedaway.
Whenthetea-thingswereremoved,andthecard-tablesplaced,theladiesallrose,andElizabethwasthenhopingtobesoonjoinedbyhim,whenallherviewswereoverthrownbyseeinghimfallavictimtohermother'srapacityforwhistplayersortheeveningatdifferenttables,andshehadnothingtohope,butthathiseyesweresooftenturnedtowardshersideoftheroom,supper;buttheircarriagewasunluckilyorderedbeforeanyoftheothers,andshehadnoopportunityofdetainingthem.
“Wellgirls,”saidshe,assoonastheywerelefttothemselves,“Whatsayyoutotheday?Isroasts'lastweek;one;erlived―andherniecesareveryprettybehavedgirlss;shehadseenenoughofBingley'sbehaviourtoJane,tobeconvincedthatshewouldgethimatlast;andherexpectationsofadvantagetoherfamily,wheninahappyhumour,weresofarbeyondreason,thatshewasquitedisappointedatnotseeinghimthereagainthenextday,tomakehisproposals.
“Ither.Ihopewemayoftenmeetagaavenowlearnttoenjoyhisconversationasanagreeableandsensibleyoungman,withouthavingawishbeyondit.Iamperfectlysatisfied,fromwhathismannersss,andastrongerdesireofgenerallypleasing,thananyotherman.”
“Youareverycruel,”saidhersister,“youwillnotletmesmile,andareprovokingmetoiteverymoment.”
“Howharditisinsomecasestobebelieved!”
“Andhowimpossibleinothers!”
“ButwhyshouldyouwishtopersuademethatIfeelmorethanIacknowledge?”
andifyoupersistinindifference,donotmakemeyourconfidante.”